Jesus in the Eyes of Apostle John

Who Jesus was? Was Jesus God-Himself? Was Jesus half man and half God? Was Jesus a man born by a woman like any other human beings? After accepting the fact that we can only be saved if we believe in our savior Lord Jesus Christ for years, the above questions almost throw me into an epileptic fit. If we believe Jesus and yet do not know what and who he was, on what basis we think that we could still have the eternal-life? Such ambiguity no matter how small it is, has greatly disturbed my mind. And for the sake of my faith, it has motivated me to look for an answer from the Bible Book. Obviously all words have their designated meanings. The question is, if I staying within the boundary of the meanings of the word and the complete context as a whole, without injecting my own ideas and thinking twisting the intended meaning of the message, will I be able to derive to what the book had intended to tell me who Jesus was? Indeed, this is the unique reading and rea...