Jesus in the Eyes of Apostle John

After becoming a Christian for years, it comes to my awareness that there are two main groups of contradictory Bible facts. For example: On one hand, the book of John said that Jesus had clearly told us he was not God. On the other hand, it said that Jesus told us he was God Himself. These conflicting messages had motivated me to research the book of John. I have spent five years studying the book of John trying to understand what the author really wanted to tell us who Jesus was. Apparently, the book actually reveals to us that Lord Jesus Christ was not God but he was only God’s son. As a matter of fact, Lord Jesus Christ had personally told us that because he was only a son of man, God had to give him authority over all flesh and authority to execute judgement before he could judge. God had to give Jesus life in God Himself before he could have life. God had to give Jesus His Words before he could know what they were. Then God the most-high sent and commanded Jesus to c...